Week One in the MTC

January 23, 2018

I love you and I love my Distirct! I am a District Leader and I am Famous!! (Because I was here before) I love you Mom and hope you know that I have really loved the past 6 months being with you and everyone!! I love you so much!!!!

I love you daddy!!! Oh my I actually really miss all of you and I am for sure missing wearing shorts and hoodies right now! It’s been a weird week. It started off actually kind of rough! So to start off, it was amazing seeing all the teachers and Stephen when we got there. Then it was even more amazing seeing President Bunker and Sister Bunker again!! I truly love them. So pretty much everyone has heard about me for the last 6 months here at the MTC. So it’s sort of awkward!

After that things sort of went downhill I guess. SO I just didn’t feel the same and It just all felt different because it was. I didn’t have all my guys with me this time. And just with the other things that happened it just made it seem all different. It really angered me cause It felt like I didn’t have the spirit and like it was just weird and super sad! I couldn’t cry if I wanted to. It sucked and I wrote that to President Bunker and he pulled me in and really just helped me to know that it wasn’t me. That it’s just different. I expected the MTC to be the same as it was the last time. But it’s not and I need to just “water the grass” I am standing on. I am feeling a lot better now. I can feel the spirit and am growing each and every hour. So guess what? I am District Leader!!! Super crazy!!! It’s been alright right now being it!!! I don’t really know if I am doing anything right but I am trying to just help everyone out and hope they have as good of a time I as had. Everyone in my District is awesome. I love being back and I know as time goes on it will keep getting better and better! I love you all and want you to know I am having Joy!!!

I love you !